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Childhood Dreams

from Disfigure EP by Deceiving Shadows

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lyrics

Wake up.

Nothing is worse than fearing your own mind.
Nothing is worse than being scared all the time.
No one seems to get where I'm coming from.
Am I alone? Am I the only one?
All I really ask for is some time.
Time to be in at rest. Time to feel sublime.
Time to accept that it will never happen, paranoia has done its final damage.

Fear me.

I'm not really here, i'm just here for the distress. Let me get deeper inside.
You seem upset, why don’t you take a rest kid. Just let me inside.

Insanity is the beginning of the end, caution tape around your whole life.
Seeing how you think I'm here when I'm not really sure where I am anymore

How was I to stop my nightmares?
Did i stop dreaming? Should I just start sleeping?
When I start to sleep is when everything goes wrong.
Then the dreams begin and my sanity is long long gone.

Where is the warmth? Where is the sunshine? Where is the serenity?
Sleep is my prison. Sleep is my hell hole. Why can’t I wake up?

Insanity is the beginning of the end, caution tape around your whole life.
Seeing how you think I'm here when I'm not really sure where I am anymore.

Stop, just wait, you don’t have to go, go insane, inside my brain.
You don’t even know who’s real, who’s right, who’s wrong, who’s fake, for the sake of this long long
road ahead. There's a whole world outside of my head that I can’t see.
All due to the fact that my fear is bottled up inside me.
I know its not really real, but what really is. Can you see? Can you feel? With your heart? With your head? That all this fear that’s pent up, fear is real.
All due to the fact that my fear is bottled up inside me.
Inside of me.

Wake up.

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from Disfigure EP, track released May 8, 2014

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Deceiving Shadows Geneva, Ohio

Ian-Vocals
Jason-Lead Guitar
Mark-Rhythm Guitar
Isaac-Bass
Mike-Drums

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