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Childhood Dreams
03:48
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Wake up.
Nothing is worse than fearing your own mind.
Nothing is worse than being scared all the time.
No one seems to get where I'm coming from.
Am I alone? Am I the only one?
All I really ask for is some time.
Time to be in at rest. Time to feel sublime.
Time to accept that it will never happen, paranoia has done its final damage.
Fear me.
I'm not really here, i'm just here for the distress. Let me get deeper inside.
You seem upset, why don’t you take a rest kid. Just let me inside.
Insanity is the beginning of the end, caution tape around your whole life.
Seeing how you think I'm here when I'm not really sure where I am anymore
How was I to stop my nightmares?
Did i stop dreaming? Should I just start sleeping?
When I start to sleep is when everything goes wrong.
Then the dreams begin and my sanity is long long gone.
Where is the warmth? Where is the sunshine? Where is the serenity?
Sleep is my prison. Sleep is my hell hole. Why can’t I wake up?
Insanity is the beginning of the end, caution tape around your whole life.
Seeing how you think I'm here when I'm not really sure where I am anymore.
Stop, just wait, you don’t have to go, go insane, inside my brain.
You don’t even know who’s real, who’s right, who’s wrong, who’s fake, for the sake of this long long
road ahead. There's a whole world outside of my head that I can’t see.
All due to the fact that my fear is bottled up inside me.
I know its not really real, but what really is. Can you see? Can you feel? With your heart? With your head? That all this fear that’s pent up, fear is real.
All due to the fact that my fear is bottled up inside me.
Inside of me.
Wake up.
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Light
03:02
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This is the end.
The path you took, the life you led, came crumbling down around you.
To comfort you, everything you stood for is gone.
You were the last thing left to keep the memories of your loved ones alive.
You led yourself to your demise, your own shortcoming.
The overwhelming sense of hopelessness makes you cry,
"I can’t do this anymore.
There’s nothing for me to live for.
There is nothing."
Keep it together just keep your head high.
Lost in the moment with no reason why you shouldn’t
end this right now. Nothing's in your way. There is only one thing left to say.
Terrorized by fear, fearing your mind.
You can’t give up because now’s not your time.
He gets up to follow through with his plan.
The last thing left for him to do is say.
There is nothing left to save you.
No one left to fuel your fight.
The only thing left for you
is for you to say,
"I see the light."
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3. |
Disfigure
03:01
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I can't stand to let you go because I'll always know.
I might forgive and forget in hopes that you'll suffer.
You waste of life,
waste of space,
you'll get put in your place.
You got a taste, now I'm going to disfigure your fucking face.
Rip you limb from limb,
to cater to my whim.
You'll die in vain.
You coward,
stand up for what you've done.
Traitor,
now just try and run
away for me.
You self indulged piece of shit, with no one in mind besides yourself.
You thought you got away from those you hurt, now the table's turned back on you.
One last time to make peace with those around you.
Yet another wasted chance I've given you fell through.
Death is the only salvation you’ll get from me.
Seeing that you’ll see the end is my only decree.
The last thing you’ll see on this earth is a satisfied vision of me.
I hope all you did was worth the taste.
I'm going to disfigure you’re fucking face.
Disfigure your fucking face.
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Poison
03:31
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Laying up at night, reminiscing on your blunders.
Every little thing you thought wouldn’t affect you kills you.
Everything’s blown out of proportion. Now you can’t shake it.
Causing more problems than ever was needed.
Over thinking your mistakes just puts you further in the pit of
quicksand,
and that’s why I’m here for you.
I’ll always be here for you, to get you through the rough times.
To cleanse your head of the wretched poison .
Everything gets better with time, just you wait
for your chance to change your unchanging fate.
Set your goals, raise you head, freedom isn’t free.
All that's left is to sit and wait with
me.
Laying up at night, reminiscing on your blunders.
Every little thing you thought wouldn’t affect you, kills you.
“I'm hopeless...”
“I'm worthless...”
The only time hope is gone, is when you’ve lost hope in yourself.
You’re not worthless, you’re worth more to me than myself.
You’re not worthless, hope is not gone.
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5. |
Last Chance
04:01
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I gave you my time and heart to take.
This is how i found you were one big mistake.
You didn't even have the decency to turn me down.
I was just your toy, and i didn’t even get to play around.
This is the last time you'll ever be crawling back to me.
I gave you the chance to prove yourself.
You are the reason why my trust is gone.
I gave you my time and heart to take, and this is
how i found you were one big mistake.
This was your last chance
This was your last fucking
hope
Its not that hard to see how bad you just played me, its like you don't remember.
But after what I'll do, you will never forget.
All this time i thought you cared,
but all you did was use my for your own stupid game.
Now its your time.
I want you to feel the pain you put me through.
Wasted heart, wasted blood. You and I could’ve been one.
Now i see that you really weren't meant for me.
All my time was wasted on your last
chance.
This was your last chance.
Your last fucking chance.
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Deceiving Shadows Geneva, Ohio
Ian-Vocals
Jason-Lead Guitar
Mark-Rhythm Guitar
Isaac-Bass
Mike-Drums
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